NUMINOUS adj. /ˈnuːmɪnəs/ A term derived from the Latin numen, meaning "arousing spiritual emotion; mysterious or awe-inspiring."
Gay Men’s Psychedelic Relational Retreat
Do you want to connect with yourself, and others, on a deeper more authentic level?
Join us, a small group of likeminded gay, bisexual and queer men who have sex with men* for a relationally focused transformative retreat where we explore the self, the collective and our individual and shared identities and relationships. Through a curated and clinically informed mix of individual and group practices, you’ll be empowered to uncover what it truly means to get to know yourself, and in return, be known to others. Whether you’re seeking clarity, connection, confidence or simple a moment to pause and reset.
This 6 day psychedelic retreat, facilitated by a team of expert psychedelic practitioners and qualified gay therapists, with extended group preparation and integration is for those who want to transform their relationships.
Robbie wants a relationship, but only ever seems to meet guys who want to hook up of be friends with benefits. He feels like nobody seems to want a committed relationship.
Amir has been using the dating apps for a long time, used to enjoy the casual meets with no pressure but it’s starting to feel boring and meaningless, and he just can’t seem to get out of the habit.
Hugo has had had several two-to-three-year relationships, he gives his all, does everything the please his partner, spends less time with his friends but the relationship always seems to end the same way, he’s left feeling lost and alone.
James has had too much heartbreak throughout his life, longs for a relationship but is overcome by fear of being abandoned so throws himself into work instead to fill the gaps in his relational world.
Michael has just ended a decades long committed relationship, and realises that he’s no longer sure who he is by himself, or what it means to be a gay man anymore.
For many of us understanding, finding and maintaining the kind of relationship they would like is hard. Our life experiences with parents, family, peers, first attempts at relationships, gay culture and scene, social expectations, pressures and insecurities all have an impact.
Being able to form healthy and meaningful relationships with others, starts with being able to have a healthy and meaningful relationship with ourselves. Psychedelics (psilocybin, the active compound present within magic mushrooms) offer us a way to explore ourselves, new ways of relating to our past, present and future, bringing opportunities to create new ways of being in the world. Through an assisted psychedelic experience, we can connect with existence beyond just ourselves, allowing us to examine and challenge the narratives we tell ourselves about who we are and how we should be, creating a radicalised opportunity for change.
The retreat will be facilitated by Numinous Ways with activities designed to aid the exploration of ourselves and our relationships. The extended group preparation and integration sessions will be facilitated by Dr Nick Wakefield, Clinical Psychologist, and Alexis Caught, Psychotherapist and Clinical Sexologist.
* This includes trans men – facilitators previous group experience with MSM including trans men is that we share many personal and interpersonal dynamic issues which can benefit from the group format. We also acknowledge the possible differences in experience but believe there is a lot to be learnt by each other from the differences.
🌿 What’s Included in Your Numinous Retreat Experience:
Two Psilocybin Ceremonies
Expertly guided sessions designed for healing, insight, and deep personal transformation.Comprehensive Health Assessment
A thorough physical and psychological screening to ensure your safety and readiness.Complete Support Framework
Personalized preparation before arrival—including online group sessions and 1:1 guidance—continuous care throughout the retreat, and post-retreat integration sessions (via video calls) with experienced facilitators and psychotherapists.21-Day Preparation Course
Access to our exclusive My Numinous Ways app course, offering structured support and reflection tools to ground your journey.Holistic Daily Practices
Yoga, meditation, art exercises, ecstatic dance, and creative expression to support emotional release, embodiment, and spiritual exploration.Nourishing Plant-Based Meals
Enjoy three wholesome vegetarian meals each day, plus coffee and tea always available.Comfortable, Restorative Accommodations
Stay in thoughtfully designed single or double rooms that invite rest, reflection, and connection to nature.Seamless Travel Support
Round-trip transportation from the nearest airport or train station to the retreat centre.Ongoing Integration & Connection
Stay supported through monthly Numinous Dialogues, and enjoy lifetime membership in the Numinous Community for continued connection, learning, and growth.
Meet Your Retreat Leader: Dr Nick Wakefield
Dr. Nick is deeply engaged in the psychedelic space and inspired by their transformative healing potential. He has completed specialized training with PsyEdu in the use of psychedelics in healthcare, supported clients in integrating their psychedelic experiences, and explored his own journeys with these powerful tools.
Dr. Nick Wakefield is a white, gay, British clinical psychologist with a rich background as a mental health practitioner. He specializes in working with clients facing complex PTSD, personality disorder diagnoses, and challenges in both intra- and interpersonal relationships. Dr. Nick also has extensive experience supporting the LGBTQI+ community, addressing a wide range of issues including mental health, relationships, gender, sexuality, relationship diversity (GSRD), sexual health, addiction, and trauma.
Retreat details:
August 31, 2026 - September 5, 2026
Cost:
£2750
Location
Near Zwolle, The Netherlands
Financial Assistance
Your Journey Begins Here
Thank you for starting your journey with Numinous Ways. Please fill out the initial form and pay your deposit to begin. As part of our intake process, you’ll complete a screening form and schedule a call with our psychotherapist to determine if a psychedelic journey is right for you at this time in your life. This step is crucial for your safety and well-being. Once approved, you can pay the remaining balance to confirm your reservation. If your health doesn’t allow attendance, we’ll refund your deposit or help explore other options.
I felt secure and supported throughout my psychedelic journey, fostering deep self-reflection and insight.
Facilitators and assistants
*There’s a small chance that the team for this retreat might undergo minor changes.
Transportation to and from the Retreat Centre
Meeting Location:
Amsterdam, Centraal Train Station at 1.00 PM local time. We offer transportation from Amsterdam to the retreat center. If you prefer to use your own vehicle, please inform us.
Return Location:
Schiphol Airport and Amsterdam Centraal, between 1:15 PM and 2:00 PM.
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Do you want to connect with yourself, and others, on a deeper more authentic level?
Join us, a small group of likeminded gay, bisexual and queer men who have sex with men* for a relationally focused transformative retreat where we explore the self, the collective and our individual and shared identities and relationships. Through a curated and clinically informed mix of individual and group practices, you’ll be empowered to uncover what it truly means to get to know yourself, and in return, be known to others. Whether you’re seeking clarity, connection, confidence or simple a moment to pause and reset.
This 6 day psychedelic retreat, facilitated by a team of expert psychedelic practitioners and qualified gay therapists, with extended group preparation and integration is for those who want to transform their relationships.
Robbie wants a relationship, but only ever seems to meet guys who want to hook up of be friends with benefits. He feels like nobody seems to want a committed relationship.
Amir has been using the dating apps for a long time, used to enjoy the casual meets with no pressure but it’s starting to feel boring and meaningless, and he just can’t seem to get out of the habit.
Hugo has had had several two-to-three-year relationships, he gives his all, does everything the please his partner, spends less time with his friends but the relationship always seems to end the same way, he’s left feeling lost and alone.
James has had too much heartbreak throughout his life, longs for a relationship but is overcome by fear of being abandoned so throws himself into work instead to fill the gaps in his relational world.
Michael has just ended a decades long committed relationship, and realises that he’s no longer sure who he is by himself, or what it means to be a gay man anymore.
For many of us understanding, finding and maintaining the kind of relationship they would like is hard. Our life experiences with parents, family, peers, first attempts at relationships, gay culture and scene, social expectations, pressures and insecurities all have an impact.
Being able to form healthy and meaningful relationships with others, starts with being able to have a healthy and meaningful relationship with ourselves. Psychedelics (psilocybin, the active compound present within magic mushrooms) offer us a way to explore ourselves, new ways of relating to our past, present and future, bringing opportunities to create new ways of being in the world. Through an assisted psychedelic experience, we can connect with existence beyond just ourselves, allowing us to examine and challenge the narratives we tell ourselves about who we are and how we should be, creating a radicalised opportunity for change.
The retreat will be facilitated by Numinous Ways with activities designed to aid the exploration of ourselves and our relationships. The extended group preparation and integration sessions will be facilitated by Dr Nick Wakefield, Clinical Psychologist, and Alexis Caught, Psychotherapist and Clinical Sexologist.
* This includes trans men – facilitators previous group experience with MSM including trans men is that we share many personal and interpersonal dynamic issues which can benefit from the group format. We also acknowledge the possible differences in experience but believe there is a lot to be learnt by each other from the differences.
🌿 What’s Included in Your Numinous Retreat Experience:
Two Psilocybin Ceremonies
Expertly guided sessions designed for healing, insight, and deep personal transformation.Comprehensive Health Assessment
A thorough physical and psychological screening to ensure your safety and readiness.Complete Support Framework
Personalized preparation before arrival—including online group sessions and 1:1 guidance—continuous care throughout the retreat, and post-retreat integration sessions (via video calls) with experienced facilitators and psychotherapists.21-Day Preparation Course
Access to our exclusive My Numinous Ways app course, offering structured support and reflection tools to ground your journey.Holistic Daily Practices
Yoga, meditation, art exercises, ecstatic dance, and creative expression to support emotional release, embodiment, and spiritual exploration.Nourishing Plant-Based Meals
Enjoy three wholesome vegetarian meals each day, plus coffee and tea always available.Comfortable, Restorative Accommodations
Stay in thoughtfully designed single or double rooms that invite rest, reflection, and connection to nature.Seamless Travel Support
Round-trip transportation from the nearest airport or train station to the retreat centre.Ongoing Integration & Connection
Stay supported through monthly Numinous Dialogues, and enjoy lifetime membership in the Numinous Community for continued connection, learning, and growth.