At a Numinous Ways retreat, Ben is guided by Sam, a facilitator, through the complex tension between control and surrender inherent in psychedelic experiences. While daily life requires control for stability, psychedelic journeys demand letting go to access deep transformative potential. This paradox challenges Ben, as maintaining control can cause anxiety and resistance, yet surrendering without preparation can overwhelm. Through metaphors and dialogue, Sam helps Ben prepare, build trust, and integrate insights, teaching him how both control and surrender can coexist and foster growth.